Secrets and Lies

Secrets and lies

It has come to my attention from an additional source that someone on my page is posing as a poor sad pregant girl and in reality is my daughter's fathers' skank ass wife Emily....

I hope you read this you looser!!

(the rest of you just get to listen and laugh at the patheticness of this woman.. hahahahah)

First off I knew it was you :P let me count the ways:

1 -your pictures on your page: seriously blue is NOT the u of u's color's you moron!! its RED!! your wearing a BLUE gown!! if you wear blue at the U they BEAT YOU UP!! hahahah and HELLO the U doesnt have comendsment speeches in little banquet rooms HAHAH

2 Hello you couldnt tell me where you were going to graduate school... and if you were.... Utah has NO ASSECT approved program here!! hahahha IDIOT!!

3 you moron I was your ONLY FRIEND!!

4 You divulged information about me that I never told you.... you used my weeknesses... stupid move cause THATS what tipped me off....

5 I knew it was you (or sean) by like the first week... because of said retarded comments

What do you REALLY feel you will GAIN from being my friend on myspace? EVERYONE KNOWS I'M AN OPEN BOOK!! I HAVE NO SECRETS and I HIDE NOTHING!!! ... My lawyer will be notified tomorrow and he will get the ISP in which your account was made thus connecting it to your computer... and will make you look like an ASS in court!!

If you've read carefully MY DAUGHTER IS MY LIFE!!!! I love her and wont do things just out of spite!! I do things to PROTECT HER and for her BEST interest!! You know ... youve been reading my blogs!!

If your REALLY smart dont bother even showing up you know as much as I do that your not gonna win shit cause your garbage to Kyra!! You know deep in your heart that what you have done to MY sweet little girl is WRONG!! you cant honestly think that she DESERVES the crap that you put her through last year!!! DONOT continue hurting her... her therapy is doing very well right now... dont disterb her life just to fuck it up again!!!! if you do than you truely are a CRUEL MONSTER!!

speeking of the slut.... you get her knocked up again so you can have more welfare money ? treat your children like cattle and heard them around when you cant even FEED THEM . USE and abuse the church that you dont even care about so that THEY can support them and you get some MYSTERIOUS damn disease that has been proven doctor after doctor that your FINE!!! just so you can wiggle out of child support .... thats a man right there!! (hahaha)

Why did I let you remain my friend on myspace for so long? .. simple I hide NOTHING... may the truth set you FREE!! I lie about nothing and everyone knows my word to be honesty!! you on the other hand have you and.. um ... you .... hahaha and the looser that lives in your basment like a creepy uncle LOL

I have evidence proving your ISP and we will link "her" to your Computer ....

hahaha your an IDIOT!!!

Mary

Horse sense :P

Horse Sence :P

OK so we have been busy busy busy :)

We are jsust so greatful laitly... We were donated a therapy horse for Kyra, we were donated a Corral ;) (amazing!! cause their like GOLD here!!) I meet a great couple people that have been great in helping me with getting the place ready for the horse :)

I also found a great website for saddles and tack :) Kyra's getting this way cute saddle :)

so cute huh ?

anyhoo hopelly we get the horse saturday :) if it doesnt snow us out again :P

Kisses

Mary

SNOW!!!!

Snow!!!!

yeahh so I mso freeking excited. we got snow last night :) yeahahhh

Kyra had a sleep over with her best friend Gabby last night... they went to sleep after me (i tried staying up with htem but I ended up going to bed at 11 :P .. and then they woke up Before 6am!! What were those little monkies thinking LOL :P Of coarse they got up got dressed and ran around outside to play in the snow :P then ran inside wet and cold haha Can we say Make me oatmeal to make me warm :)

Tonight we were going to go to the winter light parade (sundown cedar city tradition!!) but I think its canceled cause of the snow :( boo hoo... usually every year we go and its freezing cold we put on 3 layers of clothes scarfes hats blankets (heck even one year I had a hot water bottle LOL) and we snuggle with our hot chocolate and watch the parade. Cedar somehow gets a hold of the light parade from disneyland (how the heck do they work that? I dunno but its AWSOME)

We are also going to see the forgotten carols :) yehahhhhh

im so excited!! I went to go get tickets yesterday.. and it was sold out.. I called The conductor (my bud Bro. MAc) and begged him to find me some .. and he did YEAHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

yet again this a tradition... Ive gone to forgotten carols every year since 2004 :) (the year we moved to utah) and will always go every year :)

last night there was a ward christmas party.. that was fun :)

anyhooo theres my day :)

what are your traditions?

Mary

I should be feeling happy....

OK so I should be feeling happy right now but IM not....

First off I TOTALLY enjoyed my sister being here!! she was really great and we talked quite a bit in some extreme detail of some events that explain alot in my life.... especially why my father hates me (candice shut up, you know he treats me differently!!) I have already done the therapy thing, and got over my father issues, heck I even have within the past year began to mend me and my father relationship (see I gave him credit) but now with this new information I am disturbed, grateful, and sad all in one... disturbed for what occured the night I was born, Grateful that I finally know the true truth, and sad because it wasted so much time of hate between my sister, my father and I .... but I do feel it puts certain things to rest for me, which makes me at piece... I think I can see the perspective of all parties and know my position on them all ...

ON a happier note.. I MOVED BACK TO MY HOME APT!!! YEAHHhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

Im so happy to be back ! I moved on monday and have been hurriedly putting things away to get back to normal... I did notice when I moved i got rid of ALOT OF STUFF!!! so in retrospect it was a blessing to get rid of junk I dont need!! and I have a fresh apartment ... see Im looking at the positive :)

I still dont have my fridge moved back yet though (It should be moved tomorrow) I have the hall pantry, bathroom, and some of the kitchen, some dining room and most of the living room put back together!! only my room and Kyra's to go.. and a few more boxs in the other rooms!! soo yeah my life is coming back to normal!! I just better not get all settled and have to move!! LOL

Business has been doing GREAT :) I have tons of parties booked and all of the parties so far have been really successful, and my team are doing great this month, they have more than $6000 In sales!!! GOOD JOB GIRLS!!!

This weekend Im gonna be going to the city lights parade in cedar :) tradition around unless its snowing!!

and then We'll be going to the forgotten carols :)

if you haven't seen or heard it its FABULOUS!!

I gotta get to bed, I am glad I have been trying to keep my promise of posting a blog a week (I was trying to do it daily)

Anyhooo

LOve ya'll

MAry

NO VOICE!

OK so I havent posted laitly and I feel I need to!

first off I woke up htis morning and Ihave NO VOICE! Ahhhh

Its driving me nuts... as many of you know im a TALKER!... and having no form of communication KILLS ME!! it is very funny to kyra cause I have tried to yell at her this morning and she laughed at me cause I sound like a mouse squeeek squeeek squeeking !! hahah

I had a killer party last night and I needed to follow up with a couple customers and I strained so much that I can feel PAIN in my lungs!! Ahhhhhh OK Ill get off this toppic now LOL

OK solife has been sucking for me laitly.. Ill start at the beginning

No more working at walmart.. im a jobless looser

I am a Grad school reject... what do I do NOW?

I cant pass the social worker test... frustrating!

I get home from a job interview in salt lake and my apartment gets flooded so i had to move out of my apartment for a month or so (might be back this next weekend though :) yeahh.. however I gotta move all my crap AGAIN...*sigh* )

Im feeling a change.....

My biz has been picking up which is great im part because of the great biz I got from the What women want expo.. :) yeahh ....
THEN I had a party on wed that seriously WOW... Ok so I show Up I do the party . it was decently good sales.. but then IM packing up and these ladies are having a spiritual conversation (which normally gives me the "oh jesus *roll-eye*" feeling.. but this was different.. so I listened engaged myself and we sat and talked for HOURS!! then one of the ladies had me take this CD set which is based off a book GO GET IT!! Dr. Wayne W. Dyer "Inspiration your ultimate Calling"

Now ya'll know Im not a churchy churchy girl.... Im usually quite the opposite.. but this is increadible! I seriously sobbed my whole way home listening to it!! Amazing!!
I feel more spiritual at this very moment than I have in a LONG LONG lONG time!!

WOW...

OK so theres my update

Ill try to keep you posted!

(ohh and the V-blogs should get started soon.. were gettinga new computer that will have a camera built in so I hope it works well for it)

Kisses

Mary

MOVING AGAIN ok well back...

OK so Im keeping my promise to blog so here it goes:)

Well first Im soooooo happy Im gonna be able to move to my old APT this weekend YEAH!!*happy dance* .... I love being in my little corner space .. I cant wait to be back home again :)

Also I have another interview with Workforce services to be an eligibility specialist so Im so excited about it!! I willbe doing a mockinterview with a guy in the employment center to help me review for questions so I can do the VERY VERY best I can! yeahhhhh

so today I need to finish packing (again for the 2nd time) in preperation for moving..

Oh and my sister Kathy is comming to visit for thanksgiving. i havent seen her since Iwas pregnant with Kyra so its been a while :) honestly I dont have much of a connection or friendship with her... she acts too much like she's my mom... well for good reason she's 45!! LOL and her daughter is a couple years younger than me... im more bummed she's not brining Rachel with her Hahaha

OK well I gotta get moving for the day :)

what are you doing for thanksgiving? write it below in the comments :)

see you tomorrow :)

Mary

So Im a Graduate

So Im a Graduate

OK so now im an offical "college graduate" what do i do now with my life?

Im going to graduate school to get my therapist licenure for mental health counceling- yeah... I am thinking i might work for the state or someting for the time being.

I am not going to chicago as originally planned due to the current issues with the ex.. *sigh* another way he can F-up my life!!

i digress.. this is about ME!! ... loL

anyhooo... so yeah.. not much else to say really...

Mary

CRAZY LIFE!!!

Ok so some crazy stuff has been happening in my life.
Ok #1:
ya'll remember when I tried out for the biggest looser this summer, I got a call back yada yada yada. and didnt hear from them. well in January I got an email saying they loved me and that they want more info and to send in another video and I'd know if I got on by the end of jan. so i did. then on Friday I got a call saying that they had "set backs" and that they will let me know by mid-end march. *sigh* Im SOO excited. however Im sooo nervous at the same time!!

#2 my best friend, and ex fiance, wants to get back with me. I know some people may object (namely candice) but i do love him, and I've grown very close to him.. who knows...

#3 School is kickn ass I have some serious senioritus though. cant wait to be done

#4 I have become a team manager in Passion parties Im SO freeking stoked!! I am gonna get soo many awards at convention in March its not even funny!!

I am a such a busy bee laitly

Mary Ellen

Oh yeah and you can view my entry video on my myspace. I did make one error on there, I got wrapped up in the cancer scenario (with my grandmother, aunt, mother etc) and said my sister had breast cancer.. not true.. it was an ovarian issue, thus ending in a hysterectomy.. :P just some clarification there :P