Thursday, August 31, 2006

The breast sagga continues

the breast sagga continues
Current mood: nervous

OK so everyone remember last years drama with the breast??

(if you dont read about it) theres also a pic of the boob on my myspace :P

anyway...

so I went to the DR's office today cause I have anothe lump.. I thought I only had one.. my Dr found another one.. so i have 2 new lumps that are most likely gonna have to be disected out of me again...

but first things first..

I have to have a mamogram done tomorrow (really quite soon dont you think?? that scares me)

not like Im not familiar with mamo's.. seing as how Im 25 and ive had 4 done.. and generally you dont get them till your 40ish...

wish me luck.. the saga continues...

Du du dummmm

Mary

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Kyra's dad
Current mood: hopeful

Ok so Kyra had a blast visiting her dad.. she more enjoyed being with her sisters and brothers.. she didnt really much care about her dad.. she was more focused on her 1 half brother 2 half sisters, and one boy and girl step siblings.

Her one sister Terra was her favortie sister.. according to Emily (her step mom) the girls were attached at the hip.

I took 4 rolls of film of all of them together.. so Im hoping they turn out well so I can scrap book a nice amount of the pictures.

she's going back up in 3 weeks so I hope it is gonna remain good times ;)

Mary

Tuesday, August 8, 2006

Sean (the ex) continued

Sean (the ex) continued
Current mood: optimistic

Ok so i have a party in salt lake in like 3 weekends, so i called my ex, and asked him if he'd like to see Kyra while Im up there. He said yes, and we had a decent conversation. He even talked with kyra for a good 15 mins.. and actually pretended to care!!!

I dont know whats gonna happen now...

Mabee this week he has thought about her and wants something to do with her???

Kyra's excited but Im hesitant...

Mary

Friday, August 4, 2006

WEEK FROM HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

OK let me start this week off with a WOW .. OK ..

brace yourselves this is a LONG story however it ends happily :) so bear with it.

OK so Monday I talked to my ex in court (this mind you was the FIRST TIME I had talked to him since June of 2000... 6 freeking years!!! when I was 5 months pregnant and he left me for a married woman..) We share a child.. how ever I have a daughter.. and he is an ass.. and showed it in court.

I somehow finagled his phone number out of him and asked him if our daughter could call him since he has not uttered one living breathing work to her ..

I got home from court and she called him.. this was their conversation (I heard it cause she was on speaker Phone):

Kyra: hi im kyra youre my daddy , my mom's making me mini mouse pan cakes do you like Minnie mouse pancakes"

JERK: NO.. (sounded bored, and annoyed)

Kyra: I love minnie mouse, we went to Disneyland this year for spring break, have you ever ben to Disneyland?

JERK : NO (still annoyed and sounding impatient)

Kyra: I went in the haunted house it was scary and fun and it stopped in the middle when we were on it....

JERK: Oh.. (sigh even MORE BORED )

Kyra: Ok heres my mom (she walked away UPSET!!!!)

AHHH how dare he that jerk that BUTTFACE THAT IDIOT.. HOW CAN HE TREAT MY DAUGHTER that way !!!!

OK so he basically said I still want nothing to do with her and cant we keep it as him not existing to her?

SO that was just freeking fantabulous!! .. then my dad calls and starts DEFENDING SEAN!!!! grr.. it instilled why I hate him .. anyway I digress...

SO the next day (the first) was my b-day.. which my mom is out of town, my sister is moving, and Im a looser and upset ver my ex thing on Monday.. so It wasnt a good b-day.. however my sister did try to make me feel better by baking me a cake and making me dinner :) ( thanks Chrissy) that made me feel better...

the next morning the police were at my apartment, arresting 3 people, taking 3 to juvi, and citing 15 people from the neighbor's house upstairs.. soo ugg.. no sleep that night..

and I got a sty in my eye from all the stress...

Thursday my hostess from Friday did bring me her guest list (first time ever filled totally out.. WITH 67 NAMES AND NUMBERS!!!! ) however.. I got a call from the DA telling me that my perpetrator (there was a rape in Dec) was being sentenced on Monday.. which "brightened my day" NOT .... And I also had to over night a tape for "the biggest looser" to one of the casting agents (I am in the 4th stage of being picked IM SO EXCITED!! Ill KEEP YOU POSTED ON THAT) Ohhhh and I got in a car accident 3 weeks ago.. and I found out today the chic didnt have insurance her husband canceled it on the 10th and the accident was on the 17th... GRR..... and I have LIABILITY ONLY !!!!! AHhhhhhhhhh

anyway

so I called everyone on the list on Thursday... and I got 2 booked parties YEAH.... before the party even happened... I saw it was turning brighter ;)

OK so I went through all 67 names and numbers....

then spent the rest of the evening cuddling in the covers with my daughter reading almost 50 books to her .. it was exhausting but oh so good and fun ... bonding with the young'n... ahhh :)

so I woke this morning .. not sure WHAT THE DAY WOULD BRING SEEING AS HOW MY WEEK HAS BEEN A ROLLER COASTER...

I had booked a play date for my daughter. with some lady I had meet on a yahoo group for playdates.. she was fun and fabulous...and our kids got along great then I told her about how awesome my job was.. she nearly flipped her wig when she found out I was a PP consultant... She was so excited... She apparently had parties every 2nd Tues. in CA with her friends... and loved it and misses it... and I told her about the opportunity to become a hostess and the need here for it.. and she jumped on it.. and she's gonna sign to be a consultant YEAH!!! (my day is LOOKING UP)

I called my hostess she was totally excited about the party... and it went perfect.. filled her little 350 sq ft apartment 15 people full. they were EVERYWHERE..

however at the smoke break we have VERY BORED COPS in cedar city.. and they stopped where 2 of the girls that were smoking... and in Utah the legal smoking age is 19.. and they were 18 ..

yeah that was fun... hahahah

ok so on to the toy demo.. went well..

Party sales were $700 and booked another 3 parties... so a total on 5 .. and Im a happy gal....

Damn this week nearly drove me to drink'n LOL my back hurts my knees hurt, my feet hurt.. heck my boobs hurt...

Dramatic week...

Im going to bed. Its 2 AM ...

Mary